tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1573488541190944962.post4872958219395925896..comments2016-07-29T18:11:37.066+00:00Comments on Depression and Melancholia: Group TherapyLove, Tillyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01959950461271283227noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1573488541190944962.post-83739156811172784712013-04-24T07:54:43.814+00:002013-04-24T07:54:43.814+00:00I'm a cutter and an addict and have withHeld f...I'm a cutter and an addict and have withHeld from cutting for a couple months now. Since I stopped I've relapsed twice on heroin. I'm on methadone . Take it daily. I get so anxious my stomach twists itself into painful knots and I hurt the ones who have stood at my side through all of my trials and tribulations. I don't deserve them and they knows but perhaps I'm too pitiful for them to leave without a guilty conscious. I get violent. If I don't hurt myself by cutting or bashing my head against a wall i hurt those that care. Then I really don't deserve them. Viscous :cycle. I start missing appointments. No contact with anyone eunless deemed absolutely necessary. Tired.restless. up all night. Irritated and my whole body aches especially at nightndazednconfusedhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13058911893823000982noreply@blogger.com